Assemblage

Assemblage is an artistic process. In the visual arts, it consists of making three-dimensional or two-dimensional artistic compositions by putting together found objects.

Exhibit A:
Let's go one step further and add some text. Two Hearts is the combination of a wood block printed heart from the Cheap Art Bus at Bread and Puppet in Glover, Vermont, and a three-dimensional heart made of expandable foam and covered in paint, by an unknown maker. It had a bite chewed out of it, a chunk spit at the audience, and then the remaining heart thrown out into the crowd at last year's STRUT fashion show at the Art Hop. Lastly, is a passage that I came across recently by Aimee Bender from On a Saturday Afternoon.

..."even though I am making steady proclamations about who I will go for next, and why, and how it will all be different, it is brutal to imagine the idea of meeting a new person. Going through the same routine. Saying the same phrases I have now said many times: the big statements, the grand revelations about my childhood and character. The cautious revealing of insecurities. I have said them already, and they sit now in the minds of those people who are out living lives I have no access to anymore. A while ago, this sharing was tremendous; now, the idea of facing a new person and speaking the same core sentences seems like a mistake, an error of integrity."

Exhibit B:
If I had stylists, hair and makeup people from Vogue, a professional photographer to snap photos of me, a gorgeous Valentino dress that probably has chicken poop on it now, and oh by the way Katie Perry's rockin body, you'd get this. Photoshopped not very professionally by me.

Still Life with Pears

I always said that I was not a painter, and couldn't really draw all that well either. My drawing is still just passable after a 12-week course at CVU, but apparently my painting is not so bad. I've been taking an Intro to Studio Art course at CCV with Stephanie Bush whose natural material nests I am in love with, and she makes these terrifically enormous paintings as well. Her husband has a shared studio space and has really dark and creepy paintings. Creepy in a way that I love, that make you feel just a little uncomfortable while looking at them. It's right up my alley... my creepy, creepy alley.

Here's the still life I did in class the other day:

And my homework assignment:

As you may have noticed, all still life paintings MUST involve pears. It's not an option, but a requirement. I'm not sure if you were already aware of this, but now you know.

I've also been working on some jewelry. License plate bracelets which have obviously been done before, but a friend wanted one. And I've also been making sterling silver hammered earrings. I don't have photos of these yet, but will soon.

Splattered with Bee Guts

I had an interview in Woodstock this morning for a position at an art school/gallery/music and yoga space. It seems like it would be a good fit, so fingers crossed that I am called back for a second interview. At any rate, I was driving back and going down I-89 when I was suddenly splattered across the face with the guts of a bee who had just bounced off my side view mirror, through the partially open window, off my face, and then landed on my passenger seat. Besides being a bit horrified, is it weird that my next thought was that I should keep the bee to use in a project? It was natural causes after all, I'm not out murdering bees.

I also stopped by the little bookstore in town this afternoon, which is conveniently located next to the scarily radical church in the shopping plaza. I picked up some terrific little pamphlets explaining that people who drink, are Muslim or Catholic, who are bisexual or homosexual, or who are just a wee bit too sinful in one way or another definitely need to accept jeesus as their savior or they'll be off to burn in hell for eternity. Some of them have wonderful illustrations, and even dialogue in Spanish. Some of the best panels may be combined with a deceased bee into some sort of project soon.

That's just as soon as I finish my color wheel project for school. I really want to stick a googly eye in the center of my color wheel, just because. But then, I see a bee related project coming soon.

My Artist's Block

Since being at the studio center, I've created almost nothing. Well, I'm taking a class at CCV so I've had to do some drawing and painting, but besides that and one crafty project with a five-year-old that involved stringing some photographic light gels together with ribbon to make a bunting sort of thing, I've created nearly nothing. I'm taking a look at a studio on Thursday. It's only $100 a month, so that's not bad at all, but considering that I have no clue about the course of my life, I'm not sure that I can commit to even a one month lease. Today I've been severely in the dumps and I'm having beer and self-pity for dinner between my bouts of crying. I just don't know what I'm doing. I'm 37, almost 38, and looking at all of these other people who have good careers and families and seem so happy and successful, and here I am doing the same thing I was doing at 21. Apparently I'll "never be a good mother" to said five-year-old, and so that is over. I've got no job, although an interview tomorrow, fingers crossed that I don't eff it up. I've got some depression issues and no path or plan or much hope for either. I have "an artist's temperament" as I like to call it, meaning that I'm emotional. Probably shouldn't go into a whole lot more of that detail, since who knows who is reading. Sigh. Probably no one.

Here's some art or something:

Both of these will be at the SPACE Gallery from June through September. I've also lined up a home for Forbidden Planets at the Warren Library starting in September when they have a Vermont fiber show.

Two Summer Courses at The Art House

The summer course schedule for The Art House is available at last! I have two on the calendar: soap making and stained glass pendants. Someone please sign up so that I feel like a somewhat legitimate art teacher!

Art + Soul

Two of my pieces were selected for the Art + Soul exhibit to benefit the ECHO Center this year. The show opening unfortunately lands on the date of one of my art classes at CCV and I'm already missing one on this coming Thursday. Maybe I could propose a field trip to the opening for just an hour or two. My "Chandelier" was chosen, along with a mixed-media piece called "Yellow Bellied Sapsucker with Birch" which is a photo in a shadow box with birch bark framing it. It's hard to determine the scale of "Chandelier" in this photo, but it measures around three feet tall and is made of driftwood gathered from the lake.

I was honestly pretty surprised that my photo "Lake Champlain in Winter" wasn't chosen since I feel that it is so strong. Perhaps it's too literal an interpretation since it is a photo of the lake, for a lake-related benefit. I'm sure that there were a hundred photos of the lake submitted.

Open Studio in Vermont is this weekend and I plan to check out a number of locations around the county on Saturday. Perhaps I will find a few new opportunities for myself as well.

Beginnings

My residency at the Vermont Studio Center really made me realize that I couldn't let this wait any longer. While in Johnson I produced prolifically and felt a huge weight lifted from my mind. It lasted for a few days after I left, but then the reality of my job set in.

Today I was freed from the constraints of my office cubical. I'm no longer participating in a soul-sucking job, but instead will follow my calling to produce things of beauty.

This is "The Choir" made from 10 reused CPR dummy heads, chicken wire, plaster, paint, broken stained glass, and white LED lights.

 This sculpture is now installed at the Studio Center. "A Harrowing Ride" is made from half of an old bike, a garden implement, horseshoes, old square nails, a wrench, old door hardware, and a pitchfork. The garden tool came from my old house and the bike was acquired by leaving a note in someone's mailbox. I passed by this great rusty bike for years on Route 116 and always thought that it needed to be used for something. Here is the "something".

 

 The "Seed Pod" sculpture is almost like an alien space ship. It happened because I was playing with the shapes that I could make with chicken wire. Then I added paper mache on the top leaving a mouth shaped opening that I covered with red glittery foam. Hand dyed red mohair spills from inside the pod along with four tendrils of green beaded wire. These remind me of tentacles in a way or vines bursting from a seed. Maybe it's a sign of the new growth that I've begun.

I produced fifteen pairs of earrings to stock the Blinking Light Gallery in Plainfield, VT, along with four nuno felted scarves. Today I began marketing in earnest for The Art House Gallery Studio and School in Craftsbury Common, VT, especially for a felted vessel course they have scheduled for September 21 and 22nd, and just generally to get their name out there. I feel like this could develop into something big